First and foremost hope everyone had a great Christmas and an awesome new year! So my parents came to town for Christmas that was pretty hectic got a new t.v which im still stoked about. It kind of felt like the Griswald xmas vacation minus the 20ft Christmas tree he had. After Christmas they talked me into going back to El Paso and i did till this past Sunday. Saw some of by best friends that I haven't seen since Halloween haha long time I know! My New Years consisted of 2 bonfires 3 parties and a bar in a five hour span. Luckily we didn't get pulled over or should I say I didn't get pulled over.

So I wanted some drama and low and behold drama showed up. So right before my parents showed up Alex's friend "aleji" came to town for the weekend, and Alex was all about me meeting her so I did. I met up with them at this bar I must say the best drink specials EVER, any who I meet up with them and some of her friends and she's with these two guys. So later on that night she gets a little more tipsy and starts to talk to me and be more flirty, when were leaving she's done and shes all over me and holding on to my arm. So i get this text message from Alex saying "I guess that isn't good that aleji is all over you" I just left it be. Saturday rolls around and we go out and party some more just the three of us, we were bar hopping and ended up at this club. So make a long story short i'm talking to her she's kinda drunk and these guys started talking to her and Alex. She kinda grabs my arm so i'm next to her i guess to shield her from the guy. At the end of the night she's says "Jonathan will you take me to the bathroom" I look at alex's face and if looks could kill id be dead! HAHA the next night i'm already sauced and i meet up with them and I swear I don't remember but she said I kept touching her leg LOL!!!! I'm not usually like that i'm not that forward, but I guess I was that night. Wish I could remember more from that night, scary I drove home and I dont' remember :O.
Come to find out Alex went back to El Paso too with Aleji I guess they drove home together. That Tuesday after Christmas i accidentally texted aleji it was blank stupid phone!! One thing lead to another and my friend Oscar alex's cousin we go and meet up with her friends at this bar. We stay their at the bar for an hour or so then we jetted harmless fun right? So new years passes and I drive home with who else ALEX yayyyyyy. So we were talking about her friend yvette and she tells me you know Pedro her fiance doesn't like you. This about blew my mind really because i've met him once and the night we met he was super cool buying me beer and what not. Yvette told her and she told me saying that he doesn't like you. Now whether this is stemming from Yvette texing me to come over on Halloween after Pedro left her at a bar. Then she tells me about her ex he's in Iraq and her sister gets on yahoo mess. David is questioning her sister about me and her, because she has a lot of pictures up of us on myspace i guess. Asking the regular questions are they together, who is he and have i met him? So Alex tells me i'm not liked by him either, doesn't really bother me. Just two guys that ive met a grand total of three times hate me for really no good reason at all.
I had a huge shocker last night I text Aleji just to say hey and I was like why didn't you say bye when i left town? She's like Alex got mad that we hung out, but she was drunk and she apologized. So i kinda knew that Alex did that it wouldn't have been the first time but seriously it's really getting old. Because Aleji and I hit it off real well and Alex was just jealous, and I've told her that all we can be is friends and she just doesn't understand. So I think Alex is putting in a bad word about me to Pedro and using me to make her ex jealous I think so!!!

Oh about my diet Ha homecooked meals and new years pfft killed my diet...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JROAfRSS2XE
Since i can't load it on to my blog pretty awesome song

So yesterday i was at my cousins house with her neighbor friend a girl "16". My cousin says he Jonathan you're getting chunky :( and im like what i've never been chunky in my life. I lifted up my shirt and i had a pouch for the first time EVER! I've always been fit and never had to worry about what i ate, my metabolism was always really high. I guess now that im 23 it has started to slow down or it could be all the beer and dr. pepper i drink. So i can't really throw the fast food out of my diet because id be dead since i don't cook for myself. So it has to be all my junkfood i eat and im not gonna eat after 7 and im gonna start to run and do some situps every night. Here is a picture of what i used to look like and now what i look like.
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After


So will i have the will power and self control to stick to my new plan and not give in. If i do God only knows how much money i will save not buying beer and Dr. Peppers haah.
Hope all is well 17 shopping days left so better hurrrrry!

Don't we all like a good challenge relationship wise? Who wants to have their significant other wrapped around their finger starting day 1?  I don't know how to explain it but i don't want her all over me from the start. I want to work for it, because if you give too much to soon the other person will get bored and will eventually move on. This is the way i look at it, i want to work for her attention and her affection. So would you rather have a guy/girl give you all they have up front or would you want to a good challenge?
I used to  be the person who gave it all up front and it does work don't get me wrong. Just it got boring real fast maybe i got too complacent. During this past relationship we both made each other work for attention and affection and what not. There was always fun joy and no boring moments because we both had to work for each other. So from now on i want a challenge not a hard one just don't give yourself to me right away.

If it doesn't make sense im sorry just it's been on my mind lately. Please comment away because i want your opinion on this subject whether you want a guy or girl to give themselves to you right away!